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| | Personal Journal of Recovery Part 68 |
 | | It got to the point that I hated the thought of having to see people at all, it was just too much work to be "on", to present myself as something I didn't feel I was, which was this funny, genial, outgoing person, when I really just wanted to isolate all the time. |
 | | I believe this was partly due to the weight and the shame of how fat I was, but part of it was the food fog I was in all the time, I had no inclination to get out of it and it simply overtook me. |
 | | Since coming into and really working this program, that fog has lifted and the light of my life has re-entered and my apprehension of again engaging people has left me to a large extent, it's still there, but not as overwhelming as it was by any means. |
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